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I think about you all the time..

It seems you never leave my mind..

Why don't you ever look at me..

I can't breath when your around me..

Your so full of life yet, i can see the smile you fake..

I can see the rage in your eyes..

It makes me want to protect you..

It seems i have fell in love with you..

But how..

Theres only one way to find out..

Here i go into your arms..

5/25/2010-Badd dayy

Today i thought, was going to be a good day.. But it ended upp suckishh. The first thing i notice when i arive at school is maitlins not there. Great. Soo i have no one to hand put with. Then i am happey to see samantha. We hang out untill the bell rings.. ----------------- sO the bad part starts in second period when brianna sees theres something wrong.. There was. The fact that maitlin wasn't there to ask them out for me. So she makes me tell her. I trusted that she wouldn't tell. Shes a 'good friend'. I will think twice next time. Soo after lunch i sit down with brianna and 'they' happan to be sittin there and she starts saying stuff. She turns to 'them' and says yes or no? I look at her just knowing what shes talking about and say shut up! She does it again and i start to get pissed. She says more stuff to him..and she won't stop no matter what i say. So i punch her in the mouth. She punches me back hard and thats when 'they go away. Then brianna says more meen stuff and people come along to see whats up. I HATEE HER NOW! se blew everything i thought i had with themm'. Oh well..just anther crush i guess... I wanted it to be more but...yeah. 6th period wasn't any better siting all alone on a free day.. Tomarow won't be any better..

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5/24/2010~latter

DUDE! I am soo mad!! My friends not online to help mee with my problemm! (No one else can help) I WAS GOING TO GET HER TO ASK THEM FOR MEEE! But, i think i can do it on my own (; Hopefuly it will goo good! any questions about this? Formspring me http://formspring.me?jakey829 Ask meh anythingg. Anyway.. i'm full from out back stake house.. i'm starting my diet tommarow soo wish mee luck.. I also didnt finish my homework.. 6 reading logs ;/ grat hope i don't fail 7th grade.. also wanna write a new story.. EHH!

5/24/2010 sunday

Today is just another day. My dads back from his trip, more school tomarow, mothers being stupid. Just a another stupid sunday. There is something i am happy about.. I really want to ask them out. Its always hard for me..i crush on people hard. But i think i know how i'm going to do. It may be hard..i hope they say yes. But i still think love is stupid..it always has to end..but its worth it i guess.. As long as your in a relationship for the right resons.. I wouldn't ever treat a person i love wrong..unless they did it to me. What goes around comes around.. I'm going to outback soon..eww i don't wanna leave.. I'd rather stay here and think about them(: